Spiralling Downward

Beneath this cold earth
my home awaits
betrayed by lifes promises
denials in a world of fools

this life , mine
full of pain
no peace
insensibilities and distain

without escape
my screaming soul
feels the surge of blood
accentuating the misery

desperate for rest
instead , before me
a dark tunnel
no light at its end
a downward spiral
ending in despair

this death inside
everyday renewed
emotions drained
squeezed
from a
bleeding heart

and then the light
and then the end
and then
silence